Shopping sprees and I have to pee, anxiety like Godzilla

I wish i could live more in the present, less worrying about the future or ruminating on the past. i wish that in moments that are important or special to me i could just be there and enjoy and remember it instead of being anxious about whats to come, like a giant monster looming over the city or something! i want to remember good days, like when i was little and i would blink once extra hard and click! i would capture that moment forever (in my mind at least) or having more significance associated with my material items rather than just mindlessly collecting and accumulating. like my ostrich littlest pet shop i’d keep at the edge of my desk in 2nd grade after school math tutoring, that day mom brought taco bell was the best. i’d look at the ostrich, the bean burrito resting next to it and it would say “it’s okay, amelia. this stuff is hard..” and i would say "i know, i wish i could just run out of here." or the frankie stein doll i saved up all my hostess money to get at target (those things were $30 each so pretty damn expensive especially in the eyes of an 11yr old). My dog eventually chewed her up and ripped the head off. I think i dream more when i sleep on satin pillowcases.....

so speaking of mindlessly collecting and accumulating😍, i went on a shopping spree last week! And im gonna show you everything i got yayhhhhhyayayayayayaaaaa woo lets go💅👽

Le No Fuckn way! Moussey shirt from Japan that came with this D.I.A skirt that is to Dieeee for the combo is thebest w some ripped white tights and my mom's Frye boots

Wish u could see the cute hoops and studs on the skirt but just imagine it 4 now..

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Im telling u bitch i've been wanting these Demonias for like FOUR YEARS.....i originally wanted the pink ones but  the blue compliments my hair and is sooo cute and sparkly yasss creds to Ayla D'yla or however u say her name for posting a pic in them yrs ago that sparked my obsession

This sailor shirt.. I'm telling u rn it is so ideal it matches this necklace i got from some girl in Moscow so perfectly like they were made for each other. Mom's vintage American apparel skirt and the new Demonia tiger flats togeder ofcccccc

Closeup on the flats bc how cute r those little heart locks gahhhh!!!!

Southern charm and a bigass bottle of Oi Ocha bitttttchhhh

Haya...this dress is super everything bc it's almost exactly my dream prom dress from 5th grade.. I wish i still had the sketch i made of the dress in art class but this is prty damn perf

These earrings r so cute but so fucking heavy like drag my piercing down and almost rip my ear in half heavy but the sailor hat is supa cute i got it from the surplus store

Glossy sailor bitches #stickymangoricesoundsogoodrn

Ok the tee isnt new but I've been looking for shorts like these for so long and i finally found some in my size. they're not the exact ones i wanted (originals dont have the tongue sticking out but i like that lil detail and i got the idea from this movie Bad Batch my dad did locations for years ago) These shoes tho.....

I mean look at them they're perfect and even tho the flash kinda makes the colors look diff i LUVLUVLUV them and theyre so comfy. def one of the best demonia purchases from my short materialistic life

Lil snapback hoop action mayb some Kreayshawn vibes love her #plsletmeseekreayshawnlivegodalsoputherbackonalabelpls

Wanted to show off the recent vintage i bought so this cute blouse is handmade and one sleeve is pink 

And this prairie dress...bitch..If you read my last post u probs saw this but it fits me like it was made for me and just feeds my prairie princess cowgirl Faye Dunaway obsession so perfectly like ughhh love it 

Bought a fucking emoji duffle bag that says Party!!!!!! All over it and some fake Valentino rockstuds bc yes idrc and I also got two shirts Ima show off and two antiquey things

Got this peace out tank bc 2014 bogo bitch summer is in full swing and just wait for the next shirt

caban Romantic i mean.. wtf does it mean. I looked up the caban definition and it said something about farmer in french so i guess farmer romantic makes sense for my half-Southern ass

New belts asf! bow one is Betsey OFC and the blue studded one is from surplus store its cute sf

Mimi Lexi and Mandy got me this fucking incredible jumpsuit its so comfy and the little sailor collar is everything love love it forever

new d.i.a shorts Biatchhhhh plus da new dutch sneaks which i will show closeup

the chainzzzzz and the light acid wash w the gold shimmer😍 these are so awesome def gonna wear these in nyc and florida when im able to go

Sum mf bootz! got these from a sneaker store on either fairfax or melrose the lady was rly nice and they werent too expensive rly impulsive buy tho yeesh but worth it forever the fur is so cool on these things

This blue Betsey dress with an awesome feather print and incredible ruffles plus me thinking wearing sweats underneath it is chic and my cute ol red cowboy boots (OH! Plus my new egg x donki bag that im def gonna start bringing to flea markets and such since its HUGE.)

cute 70s collar on this cropped shirt.. rly love the weird pattern

adorbz mini neko designer shirt from japan! i never buy orange clothes cus i always think its gonna clash with my hair but i took a bit of a leap here and im fucking obsessed with this graphic. not sure what bottoms are ideal with it yet tho

SUPER CUTE 50s sailor dress like ugh these buttons are u kidding me. might pair this thing with some boots and a fur coat one day but otherwise kind of loving the housewife loooook lols

Ok so like i bought a few more things actually but i realized how fucking long this post was getting so Im gonna stop it here. Some of this stuffs is from thrifting, some from online but Im not gonna tell u where eheheheheheheh bc Idrc and most of it are pretty special pieces so might be hard to find. anyWays! See u in the next one, bye now💣💝👾